2.26 a.m. That's what the clock indicated. E007 is very quiet, something that is impossible during daylight (Okay so Jaja's snoring is excluded). I always write in English when I need to get something out of my chest. I'm not that excellent in Bahasa when it comes to pouring things out. As if I'm gonna anyway.
I'm bored with life. It's too, repetitive. Been doing the same things day in, day out. Plus I'm such a lazy arse. How come I haven't made a move towards anyone yet? Now, I don't even know. Too choosy perhaps. My life is like watching Shebby Singh commentating (football fans will understand) or watching the paint dry (for non-football fans to understand). It's dull. I need some spark to re-igninte me. But, I have my fears. No, I don't have any problems with commitment, but, the drama.
Since the first time, the drama that were created was intense to say the least. I would get hurt, badly, but I still insist to get together. Now, that's my major weakness. APAHAL BLOG NI JADI BLOG JIWANG, BABI BETUL. Okay, ignore that. It's as if I don't have any ego. But, I've learned my lessons, 4 times. The next time, no more Mr. Nice Guy. *My god so cheesy ah?* And chyeah, I need a girlf! Okay not that I'm desperate.