Thursday, October 23, 2008

Let's put a smile on that face

2.26 a.m. That's what the clock indicated. E007 is very quiet, something that is impossible during daylight (Okay so Jaja's snoring is excluded). I always write in English when I need to get something out of my chest. I'm not that excellent in Bahasa when it comes to pouring things out. As if I'm gonna anyway.
I'm bored with life. It's too, repetitive. Been doing the same things day in, day out. Plus I'm such a lazy arse. How come I haven't made a move towards anyone yet? Now, I don't even know. Too choosy perhaps. My life is like watching Shebby Singh commentating (football fans will understand) or watching the paint dry (for non-football fans to understand). It's dull. I need some spark to re-igninte me. But, I have my fears. No, I don't have any problems with commitment, but, the drama.
Since the first time, the drama that were created was intense to say the least. I would get hurt, badly, but I still insist to get together. Now, that's my major weakness. APAHAL BLOG NI JADI BLOG JIWANG, BABI BETUL. Okay, ignore that. It's as if I don't have any ego. But, I've learned my lessons, 4 times. The next time, no more Mr. Nice Guy. *My god so cheesy ah?* And chyeah, I need a girlf! Okay not that I'm desperate.

10 comments:

muhammad fakhri said...

ya..sometimes life is boring...but relax bro..tomorrow never die..bro,pelase ask nana that I want to link with her blog,can u??

fahim said...

haha for that, you need to ask her to invite you

effie_natasha said...

hey fahim.. it's ok for u to feel that way..
it's not desperate.. it's just human intuition mybe.. hope u'll find one great girl for u someday..

fahim said...

ah thnks fifie :) btw can i get an invite to yr blog?

effie_natasha said...

yup,sure.. leave me ur email.. :D

fahim said...

fahimrkz@hotmail.com :)

HUZAI said...

~aiya. sick of being single?

HUZAI said...

btw, aku buat link yer? Senang sket.

fahim said...

sure :)

effie_natasha said...

already invite u fahim..
feel free to leave ur comment ya.. ;)